Wednesday, April 30, 2008

3 months

my baby boy is 3 months old today.

time is flying so fast already.

i hope to post pictures later...but with the way things are going lately, i can't promise anything.

i'll post drama details later.

here's what casen's doing at 3 months...
  • smiles...alot!
  • laughs every once in a while
  • sucks on his hands
  • kicks all the time
  • eats alot
  • sleeps through the night in his crib
  • doesn't like to be held much
  • makes the cutest noise when he's tired
  • weighs 15 pounds

again, i can't believe it's already been 3 months! before i know it, my boys will be grown and getting married.

make it stop!

Tuesday, April 29, 2008


i get signed on at school and have some free time.

but do i have anything to say??



oh, there is one thing...math TAKS is over!!!!!!

Friday, April 25, 2008

no words...

i was talking to jerry on the phone last night as he and jacob were driving home from the basketball game. we're having a fine conversation when all i hear are horns and something about a wreck.

at that point, the phone cuts off.

a wreck??

i was freaking out. i tried to call him back. he didn't answer. i called again. he answered, but only long enough to say, "we're okay", and hear my baby call for his mommy, and the phone cut off again. i called again. this time, he was able to talk long enough to tell me they were okay and i needed to come get them.

this was about 9:40 last night.

i took casen out of his crib and loaded him in the car. the whole way i'm just praying. i knew jerry said they were okay, but i was still worried.

i was halfway okay until i passed the scene and saw the lights of fire trucks and police cars going off.

at that point, i was freaking out.

i pulled up, left the car running with casen in it, and went to find my babies.

jacob looked so pitiful and scared. i just held him so close and kept telling him i loved him.

i have never been so scared in my life.

apparently, jerry looked back to see what jacob was doing and when he turned around, a couple of cars in front of him had stopped abruptly and he couldn't swerve enough to miss them.

they weren't going very fast. they were on the access road about to get on houston harte.

the other car had minimal damage. they had to tow jerry's truck off. we don't know the extent of the damage yet.

my babies are okay, though. no cuts or bruises...well, jerry has a couple of scrapes on his knees from falling after he got jacob out of the truck.

anyway, this is an experience i never want to endure again. the thought of something happening to one of my babies is unbearable.

Thursday, April 24, 2008


can you tell?

here's jacob when he was three months old and casen just shy of three months.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008


i managed to sign in at school!

i'm like jenny, though. i haven't posted in a while so i have so much to say, yet i have so much to say that i don't have time to post.

all i can say is i've been put in a bind, but i have a rescuer!


sarah's going out of town thursday and friday for matt's wedding. my mom was supposed to come watch casen. she has a funeral. i just found out last night!

wendy to the rescue! she's going to keep casen tomorrow and jerry's going to take off on friday and keep him.

thanks, wendy!!

and don't feel too bad for jerry, he's leaving after lunch to go to dallas for the weekend...some golf tournament called the BYRON NELSON!

well, folks, we're out of time.

tune in next time for...

okay, i got nothing.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

happy birthday, jerry

to the love of my life...

i hope you have a wonderful day!

i love you!

Friday, April 4, 2008

recent pics

jacob on easter sunday

casen -- 13 lbs 1 oz at 2 months

look at that smile

a little tummy time

jacob before he went off to grandma's with his new spiderman bag

6:47 a.m.

i'm sitting here alone.


because i just sent both my boys with my mom. she's taking them to her house for the weekend.

casen's first road trip. he was pretty awake when they left. i hope he does okay.

jacob is so excited to go ride the tractor with his papa and to see the "moo moo's".

i...well...i am a little sad.

it is a good thing, because i've got a jam-packed two days coming...but still sad.

i'm going to leave tomorrow after matt and mandy's shower and head that way. i'll stay saturday night and come back sunday.

jerry will be working ALL weekend. he actually welcomed the idea of me leaving so he wouldn't feel guilty about working so much.

so, if in the next couple of days i seem a little saddened, you know why.

i miss my boys already!